So I Thought...

All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because
So long I was
So in love with you
So I thought

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it

The times were right,
But I couldn't talk about it

On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume
Myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods
You learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies
About the times

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it

The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it

Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it

Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, healing

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between

Happy New Year!!!

Hmmm… Let’s see.. It’s been 22 days since the year 2009 started.. So what’s up with the greeting? It’s not that late yet eh? Anyway, it’s still January.. And I’m about to lay down some of the good things that has happened within the short time between the beginning of this year..


This new year I am starting off with a clean slate… As some of the readers of this blog know, I just recently came out of my closet... … If you’re thinking about it the way other people most likely would perceive it, I think you’re not getting it at all… The Lord has given me, in His perfect time, the privilege to repent and confess my sins in front of my family and friends..
And so does the real battle starts…


A renewed relationship with my family.. Especially with my mom..:)


Then comes my Nursing studies.. This time it's for real. I gotta start studying my hiney off.. Tons of reading materials, faculty-student interaction, peer-interaction, in-class settings, clinical and lab settings, online courses, scrubs uniform, and what not... I couldn't complain though.. I must say, I really am blessed...


And lastly, I'm thankful for having a new friend in the person of Ati Janice.. My chat bud, prayer partner, and sister in Christ... :)




That's it for now...:) So much for the first few days of the year... God is good:)