The weirder it gets..

Final imaginary thoughts as i was about to to take a long nap early tonight:

• me conversing with Kristen Stewart
• me laying in bed with some girl
  
• and me trying not to think about Amber..

Then came this dream associated with the REM sleep that i was just discussing about the other night with some friend..

I came back to the country where I was born and raised. Amidst the timidity of whether or not to go out, I didn't have a choice but to show myself to the public. It was a place where a lot of people gather to take care of legal matters. There were some familiar faces, and so was I to them. But I think I saw my best friend first. Her together with all her school friends. The irony is that neither did I approach nor greet her. Awkward as it is, she made the first move to acknowledge my presence in the room. Unexpectedly, I just declined and went on with my own thing.

Then this odd-looking tiny stranger who sorta looked like Smeagol came up to me and said "Are you not the girl from you tube who sings grievingly?" I said, "I'm not even aware of such a repelling comment, but if you meant the one who sings and plays her heart out, I guess you're talking to the right person." Mischievously he replied, "You know what they say about women who do so.. at the back of their minds they're wanting to have something to entice their suppressed sexual appetite.. and you see, surely I would love to gratify lasses like you at any given moment.." Upon hearing such degrading words, that's when I lost control of myself and banged his head twice on the wall, held him up on the neck with one arm, and dropped this statement, "You tiny evil perv, listen, as much as you want to satisfy your raging hormones and screw me as you wish, sorry but you can't.. Simply because creatures like you are definitely not my type."

People around we're crazed, this attractive brunette young lady mediated and ignorantly yelled at me for my "impulsive" actions. "Are you out of your mind??? That's a poor old man you've beaten right there?!" She bursted. So I intentionally kicked her on the right knee, and forcefully sat her on an elevated stool, that way I can be in control of her and stop her seem to be endless nagging. She cried in pain by the way. We were the center of attention. I asked her, "Do you realize why I did such thing?" "Hell no?!", angrily she replied. "Exactly my point as to why you blamed me at first earlier regarding that dusty pervert." Her mouth was shut finally. And I explained to her all about the indecent proposal and sexual attack.

As she and everyone calmed down, I left the place.

My best friend's Special Friend came and brought me a set of guitar strings -- none of which I badly needed at the moment. She was nicer than i thought she wouldn't be, or at least to me. We were now at a dance hall. Some guys started to show off their "break-dancing skills" on the floor. Surprisingly, I did too. Something I never knew I could do. The crowd was pleased with what I just showcased. And the brunette gal was there, secretly watching me in my state of whateverness. That's when I felt awkward and again, I left for home.

There, I was drinking liquor. Something that I wouldn't tolerate in reality. Again, she came over uninvited and just started talking about anything or everything that she can think of at the time. After almost a long while, in my sense of tranquility I asked "Why are you here?" And briefly she answered, "Exactly why you are here.."

And that's where it ended...


By the way, I am indeed in control of my actions in the said events of my reverie... It's just that I don't have the exact meaningful explanation..