Saturday, September 20, 2008

Cold Feet

Am I afraid? Of what? Seeing them again?
What has become of me over the past two and a half years?
Am I still the same? Have I changed a little bit? drastically?

Most of all..

Am I afraid of seeing the change in them?
Of course the other side of the world didn't freeze while I was wasting two and a half years of my life here.
Do I believe all of this?
Am I really going somewhere from here?



These are just some of the questions raging through my head.
Sadly, I can't really answer any...

Two more weeks to go... And honestly, I don't feel like leaving anymore.. I just want to be trapped where I'm at right now...

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