3 in a row

This day is not going to end without having to write my last entry..
Suddenly, I just felt happy because finally my internet connection seem to be cooperating with me for the last few hours. Well, before it even gets jaggy, I’ll take my time.

I’m enjoying this kind of life, well maybe for now.. A bummer. That’s what I am. However, I don’t think I can live like this for more than a month (God forbid!). Just sitting all day, facing the laptop, browsing different websites, watching shows, listening to music, etc. That is not really an effective form of living. I would say it’s just the initial excitement that comes along with this new freebie. Ever since I can remember, new things that come in my life overwhelms me for a long while. And yeah, I tend to forget that the world is still revolving. I really am out contact to the outside world. I’m such a nostalgia freak. In many ways I know I am. I love to revisit those good memories in the past, and from there I get usually stuck. Not being able to move forward, the joy of the past reminiscence lingers. Add to that the moving power of music that penetrates through the soul. Those which have been a part of my journey and battles. Wow.. It’s like dreaming while wide-awake. I wonder which kind of psychological disorder is that classified into, but oh well, I couldn’t care any less. I’m ‘gonna be sleeping sound tonight(I hope), and let tomorrow worry about its own..