This is madenning.. God.. i know i turned off the router and the modem last night around 1:30-2:00 am, just when i was done using my laptop. and i am certain that i did, because i even bumped my head under the desk as i was pulling the router plug at the bottom of the computer table.. and now, she's saying that she woke up at 4am and she saw both the modem and the router were turned on.. uhm, how the hell did that happen??? in such awe i wondered.. unless, some other being did that as we were basking in our deep slumber? jeez, just screw that idea.. it's been always a big deal for her whenever we forget to unplug electronic equipments at home (esp. when no one's using them). now, she's thinking i'm a lying idiot.. as she always believe i am.. yes, i am a chronic liar. but last night? whoa.. i do not usually swear to any form of Higher Being, but this time i'll take my slot.. YES, I SWEAR THAT I AM DEFINITELY SURE I WENT UPSTAIRS AND TURNED THE FCKING MODEM AND ROUTER OFF. you should have seen the expression on her face as i was telling her my story.. such disgust and utter lack of hope in me.. sheesh.. what's new?
Was i sleepwalking? or hallucinating maybe? did i really went upstairs and did the those things as i'm claiming i did? these uncertain possibilities scare me really... but one thing i remember feeling were headache and dizziness when i got up from my bed on my way walking upstairs (i live at the basement btw). so, when i went back to my room, i stayed awake for a little bit still, trying to think things over.. praying to God in my mind.. being thankful of what i have... looking at the glass half full, and not half empty.. then i fell into a deep sleep.. that's all i remember as i woke up.. i do not even recall if i had a dream... or maybe later i will..
Whatever is the underlying cause of this sh*t, i wanna know sooner.. or else i guess, i'm already losing it..
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