Dirty mouth

Not that I’m purposely forgetting to brush my teeth every now and then, but it’s the fact that I have been cursing over a lot of simple mistakes and shitty situations. There I go again.. Ah I hate this… It doesn’t make me feel better though.. It makes me feel even worse. Is it because I’m watching that L-word show again? Nah, that’s not an excuse. Well, back to that. I’ve been watching its 4th season for the past two nights. F*ck this internet connection! It gets crappier every single day! Sheesh.. Bull.. I don’t ‘wanna rant about this anymore.. But it just keeps on giving me the same old eff-ing reason to get mad.

Anyway, back to the show. I’m liking it againJ Now I know what my friend was talking about ( I think I‘m ‘gonna need those burned copies of the whole season 3 ). I wasn’t able to watch it on surfthechannel.com coz they got them all f*cked up. I’m in-love with Shane McCutcheon… Yes… Just don’t ask why.. lmao… Nah, it’s just a physical admiration. More of me being envious of her gorgeous skinny built.. Oh I wish I were.. F*ck.. I think it’ll be better if I stop this non-sense before I become that kind of person again..

Crap.. Those annoying obnoxious brothers of mine.. Lately, they get to my nerves really. Four things they know how to do best are: eat greedily like homeless hobos, play games in the computer 24/7, fight each other over almost at everything, and piss the hell off of my mom. Yeah.. So if you hear her yelling all over the place, I bet my doofus bros did something stupid again (as always). Holy piece of dung.. Can this get any much worse? So, most of the time I choose not to be with them because of that. Not that I’m being so overly dramatic and anti-social, but they don’t really need me anyway (feels like I‘m back to being a teenager). Only when they have some chores and errands, I think I‘m the only available assistant to do it for them (minus the fact that I‘m not getting paid for all these rubbish). Well, I think that’s the only purpose I serve in this family. No need to say thank you. They’re welcome.